Deceit And Manipulation with Good Intensions

++Deceit and manipulation with good Intension++
I think almost everyone does it, to manipulate someone with good intension. The bad thing about, is to the person
who does it. Think about it, it will give someone more courage to manipulate and decieve someone if he thinks he well do
for the good or welfare of that person, if the manipulator succeed he can use that experiece and approach to manipulate
again but this time with bad intesions

What is the practical thing to do about is to spot the deciet whether it so good or bad intensions. Always hold your guard up.
It is impractical and stupid to trust someone all the time.

Mortality Notification

This pandemic has done a lot of things to me. Staying most of my days in the past 3 years made me nearsighted.
The Covid-19 is not a big threat anymore so I go outside occasionally and I have noticed that I couldn't see
things far as I did before. It is blurred it is worse in the afternoon. I don't know if it is normal. It made
me realized something--I am fading away, and it makes me regret many things. Something I appreciate less before
I started to appreciate it a lot more. If a twenty-year old of me hear this thing coming from me would mock me and
would accuse me as gay and sissy. But it is another thing if something reminds your mortality.

I saw crows flying above me and I am intrigued in the way they sounds and they perched in a tree near I wanted to
see them clearly but it is a frustration because I couldn't they are blurred in my eyesight. I need to wear glasses
to see things from afar. Those trees and grass I want to see them clearly.

It just made me think I am slowly fading and dying. I never think in this way before, I never worried about my
mortality before.

I am lying to myself if I am thinking my life is fullfilled. I have this void in my soul
I am restrained because of the things I used to believed in. And I was thinking restraining yourself in t
he beauty and joy of life is part of descipline, nobody directly taught me to do that but the stupid of me,
just exagerated it. So I have missed a lot of things and missing it more.
As charonboat.com says,"Take time to appreciate life", unlike before it hits a nerve.

Encrypted PDF files

You could encrypt, unencrypted pdf files using
this tool, QPDF. For sensitive data if you want to send a copy
via facebook or emails. A prompt for password will appear everytime someone trying to open it
I tried in some android devices pc it all works. all supported that built in library for encryption
sample qpdf usage:
qpdf --encrypt mypassword 256 -- stateaccount.unencrypt.pdf encrypted.stateaccout.pdf

More Exposure For Pro Usage

It is a norms you have to get out, you have to interact. If you really want to be a professional
in the computing fields, you cannot be just a ghost. You showcase your talent you have to be vocal about
it somehow in a good way. It is not just in field computing it is almost in all fields it the requirment.
They have to know you, you have to build good reputation. It is human, it is practical and it is logical thing to do.
That's the only to make it a sense.

Breaking Back

Ifeelsometinglingsensationinmybackbone,Idon'tknowwhatitis.Ifeelsomeachebutitistolerable.
I am aware that it might get worse, to the point I could not sleep anymore. It is cause of bad posture while
using computer. But I have been having it a years ago. But it is not bad as now.

Approching the path of no return

If shit happens, and it is not your fault. You can't do anything about it, but endure it.
You have to decide to let it go. You won't live forever and complain about it. You have to move
on so I decide to move on and left behind those things that I don't agree. You can't agree with
everything unless you are guillible.

Exerwise

I mean exercise wisely. The pandemic almost cripple me. Now I am having this lesser muscles in my lower extremity my legs. Now
I am having a pencil like apperance I can't wear short anymore when going outside. Exercising outside in the middle of pandemic
that still kills people is quite challenging. You have to limit your contact with people I can't just sit in bench outside without
worrying that thing is infected. I catch simple colds, what's gonna be if it is Covid? I am trying to establish some routines
I just test routines for days. In my place it is not good if you go 4pm upwards there's is a lot of people. I prefer 2pm 4pm. If I
can't just I will just walk. It is better to start in that way. It is minimal. It doesn't require me much effort, but it helps.