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Ted just graduate in high school in 1959in Grinhar or Los Baños High School |
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| He was the one of they called Honor roll because our education system heavily influence by American Education it is a competitive and they invented the valedictorian and salutatorian and those latin honors that does not exist from they origin Europe. Some of his batchmates are notable even in U.S. on their chosen profession |
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| his motto in his year book: "There is nothing impossible under the heat of the sun" |
06-19-2025
It has been 8 months since Tatay's passing, and yet it is still painful, I never had this kind of pain in my entire human existence
It still pains me whenever I went to his room. The familiar smell is still there those words -- reminders scribble on the walls, those notes the trace of his existence, I cannot clean them up I cannot throw away those things I formely recognized them as garbage but now I can see them
as treasure those words written all over the place. I realized now that I was
not ready, I was not ready for him to leave us. Everyday I think about him.
Maybe because guilts and regrets I feel. Everything is not the same. I never had this kind of strange and very unfamiliar feeling, everything is not the same
06-20-2025
I think I have read this somewhere...you will die, everyone you know will die
that's the uncomfortable truth of life.
Pain is inevitable it will always be there with you, it lives with you, it dies with you.
About that blogger thing I am worried I've totally lost access. I don't know
if I ever regain access and write again. I took it down around 2015, because
I felt so cringe because it is so cliché and full of rants with no resolution.
I think those are the greatest thoughts I have written, no bars,
unhinged, full of myself and most important of all--sincere. The authenticity is so real..
I started online blogging around 2005. I was fan of Bob Ong back then.
Bob Ong is my gateway to read other books other author. I read ,"All I wanted to know is what I learned in Kindergarten" by Robert Fulgrum.
It opens my eyes the important of reading and writing. In my school days I am not good in writing even a simple essay I struggled. I could not write anything because I could not b
Evil exists!
You cannot get rid of evil. History tells it happened before and it will happen all over again. It is naïve to expect that someone will do good
in you by default. It is safe to say that you should be weary all the time. You should not get off you guard down
Nothing more scary than a person is deluded to himself and justify all his evil doings. Yes, it is true morality is subjective, but there are things in the
world that objectively evil.
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