Breaking Back

Ifeelsometinglingsensationinmybackbone,Idon'tknowwhatitis.Ifeelsomeachebutitistolerable.
I am aware that it might get worse, to the point I could not sleep anymore. It is cause of bad posture while
using computer. But I have been having it a years ago. But it is not bad as now.

Approching the path of no return

If shit happens, and it is not your fault. You can't do anything about it, but endure it.
You have to decide to let it go. You won't live forever and complain about it. You have to move
on so I decide to move on and left behind those things that I don't agree. You can't agree with
everything unless you are guillible.

Exerwise

I mean exercise wisely. The pandemic almost cripple me. Now I am having this lesser muscles in my lower extremity my legs. Now
I am having a pencil like apperance I can't wear short anymore when going outside. Exercising outside in the middle of pandemic
that still kills people is quite challenging. You have to limit your contact with people I can't just sit in bench outside without
worrying that thing is infected. I catch simple colds, what's gonna be if it is Covid? I am trying to establish some routines
I just test routines for days. In my place it is not good if you go 4pm upwards there's is a lot of people. I prefer 2pm 4pm. If I
can't just I will just walk. It is better to start in that way. It is minimal. It doesn't require me much effort, but it helps.

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OPENBSD

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OpenBSD for me in my situation and needs -- is the way to go. Because Linux is getting bloated and more bloated as
time goes by. Yeah Gentoo is not bloated, but those Ubuntu and ubuntu like distros are ruining the UNIX philosopy.
Linux is getting popular but is is getting bloated and I don't like the SystemD anyway. I will try OpenBSD on its
latest update because last time maybe 2 years ago. I installed and because I was a noob it is so slow. I misconfigured it.
the system the supposed to run past in my machine that end up sucks and one day didn't boot anymore.
But if I fail I will try Gentoo at least. This is my first linux rants because what I experienced in Debian
the you need earlyoom to counter the lagging and hanging. But it was good in general I just don't really like
SYSTEMD and SJW that infiltrates linux and ruining it, that's way they love NooBuntu with propriety sofware in it
they having conflict in Linux as a Free Software. And would be a security threat as it is getting popular those
threat actors is getting in to it because is popular. But in OpenBSD in this moment they stand no chance of infiltrating
it. Linux is good if you know how to tweak it for hardening.

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OpenBSD or FreeBSD?

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:I'm contemplating migrate to Unix for web browsing. And some simple task. A little bit of python and C language,
and some security softwares. A little bit encryption. I won't install games, albeit I am able to do so. The problem is
my device specifically laptop cannot run those updated version of unix.

I installed unix before I tried FreeBSD and OpenBSD. I am not so sucessful in OpenBSD It needed some hardware driver
I used it for a while but it was so slow. It will make you smart I am pretty sure I learned how to configure unix system
more and you can also do it in linux. I installed xfce desktop, because by default it has not desktop interface, so I had
to learn the ropes of UNIX for the first time. Then I uninstalled it hoping the FreeBSD would do better.
Then I install FreeBSD but it is slow I used it for a couple of weeks and then it did not boot at all there was a problem
so I uninstalled it, I ended up installing DEBIAN LINUX, and used it for almost 3 years without any problem, I was impressed
to its hardware and software supports and the community is so big unlike UNIX, you wait and you wait until you die.

Until I had this hardware problem the SSD died so the Debian died with it. I run linux in USB Flash Drive as I write
this shit. But I still have this kind of aspiration or kind of self-fullfilment. And the reason LINUX distros becoming
shits as those SJW infiltrate it and made shitty policies. And the SYSTEMD makes it bloated and a potential security
threat. Oh di ba?

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Redirection and Manipulation

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I can say it is double edge sword one thing bad can cause you harm or good. The pride of masses can use to
manipulate, the ignorance of masses can be used against them. The people we call intellectuals who are
capable of critical thinking and with skepticism, the luck few. They stand no chance against the guillible masses,
but the masses is invulnerable to populists.
People with no capability of critical thinking tends to believe things without questioning. I don't agree with
the people who is saying that they should not listen to other but exclusively listen to them, hell no. Human beings
are capable of lying and manipulating. We don't we are being fooled until it's to late.
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